If I started again I could reconstruct and I think
I could make the pieces fit.
I could stand from afar and nothing would be
missing.
instead of staring at you all as if Im watching a
movie, waiting for my character to make their
triumphant ending, but Im still waiting, yes Im
still waiting.
so I will wear the scars of a life of wishing
until the screaming makes my ears bleed.
\"live for yourself not for your fear.\"
If we could only act as we know is right.
I know is through no fault of my own, but I still
feel mad at myself for letting that moment pass.
now I will carry this on my back and learn to grow
from this at the same time.